Dear my love.

You know nowadays i keep on thinking about you? I don’t know why. so suddenly your name written in my heart, and your face bursting out in my dream and your smile always bulging me up. I hope that my phone is ringing everytime and the name that appear is you.

It’s been a very long time, since we met right? you came out so suddenly in front of our house. I felt confuse on your purpose coming here. You told my father that you need a shelter for tonight. He talked with you so smooth until r i could not believe that he was my father on that time. he let you in. and it was the first time our eyes met.

I dont know on how to describe those feelings i felt inside when my eyes first saw you. maybe words couldnt describe my feelings on that time. only stunned. stunned to see a very handsome young boy with serban and white jubah, fair face, and simple slipper.. you just so handsome as the way you were.

My father likes you since that. And my mother said that too. Me? oho~ i was a little bit shaky on that time, coz finally i think that i met my destiny. it was you..

Well time passed, and here we are. shockingly you married with someone else, and look at me, still in the middle of study, trying hard to excel and get the first degree with flying colors. heard your new stories that you got twins. Congratulations. I know you asked my father on the day you visit him without me at home. Father said what to you i did not know. maybe he said that i am okay with what that happen.

after all a good girl ends up with a good boy to be married to. So maybe i am anot too good for you. =) maybe the first time you showed up, it just a glimpse of an eye for me to actually realize, that you changed me to be a real muslimah.

Hey you wanna know something? Im having a relationship right now, with someone i never ever think i will be with. and dont ever worry, koz im happy =)

okaylah, already passed 5pm. i should be going now. bus will not wait for me. i will write more of love letters. just to make sure that maybe someday you read this. =) hey, congrats! for the twins! i know you make the right desicion.

Truly,

Nostalgie_Miss.D